Some times when you are away carrying the weight of something on your shoulders. Something very important that you are working for. When some one in the family is gone, one feelings like giving up. One feels within your thoughts what am i doing now. While everything inside hurts, while everything inside is chaos. All of these feelings you holding inside are mixed up and you dont know how to release it. When you don’t have anyone to talk to about it because no one gives you that confident that you can talk to someone.
The Lost of these family member is one of the hardest for yourself. It does really sucks, because living far; far away from this person and thanks to whats happening in the world with covid-19. One wasn’t able to assist to the funeral with all of the restrictions countries of international flights.
For everything i lived with this person, i am writing it here but part of me is wishing this could end up or seeing by him……
I am sorry for not bringing you sooner, I am sorry for being aways for so long. I am sorry for not being there for you. Part of me regret being away for so long working on the plan i had for our family. I never said i love you and i want you to know that i will miss you and i will never forget you… I LOVE YOU DAD.
My Mind 