Some times when you are away carrying the weight of something on your shoulders. Something very important that you are working for. When some one in the family is gone, one feelings like giving up. One feels within your thoughts what am i doing now. While everything inside hurts, while everything inside is chaos. All of these feelings you holding inside are mixed up and you dont know how to release it. When you don’t have anyone to talk to about it because no one gives you that confident that you can talk to someone.

The Lost of these family member is one of the hardest for yourself. It does really sucks, because living far; far away from this person and thanks to whats happening in the world with covid-19. One wasn’t able to assist to the funeral with all of the restrictions countries of international flights.

For everything i lived with this person, i am writing it here but part of me is wishing this could end up or seeing by him……

I am sorry for not bringing you sooner, I am sorry for being aways for so long. I am sorry for not being there for you. Part of me regret being away for so long working on the plan i had for our family. I never said i love you and i want you to know that i will miss you and i will never forget you… I LOVE YOU DAD.

Whats going on with us this few years?

Staring the year 2020 this new, unknown virus appeared and spreading as fast as a wild fired spreads. It is a fetal virus also killing millions and shutting down countries….countries. People are panicking so hard that are buying toilet paper like you couldn’t live with out it if you run out. I don’t know Y’all out there but there are other options if you run out of toilet paper. I live in the United States where just recently this week, the 4th week of march it was announced that The United States is the number one in cases in the world. I understand we like to be number one in everything but come on……

I don’t get how we are one the greatest power in the world and we surpass the country where this lethal virus surge from. There are countries locking down their countries and we are still not doing any major thing besides trying to approve a bill to “help people financially”. Which i think it is a good thing to do but it is not gonna gonna cover most of the stuff for most families. But and the other hand i think that that financial help it is gonna come with a catch that they have not say what it is and i know it will come out in the long wrong or next year’s taxes and most people aren’t seeing they are just thinking about the money they are gonna receive.

We are living in a crazy world, coming out of the 2019 year; our society were and are still very divided . This division was something in the coming from early years but it has becoming very big since early 2017 and it is very big now in the 2020 starting years and politics has to do with much part of it. And also now this lethal virus we have going on right now, because it is making us stay away from socializing or anything that has to do with big crowds.

Sometimes I think to myself where the better days go, the days were we lived more social with each other. where we lived good with each other. But I think that that’s just a dream…why? Because Us, humans has always had some type of event or something going on that it doesn’t let us live in peace with each other. I said that because it is now easy to trust anyone now days. With all the bad things people are doing and the division of racism we have now days, It puts us in a place to watch out for people.

I don’t know where we gonna end up this 2020 year, this virus just started and it looks like it very hard to contained and it is spreading so fast as I mentioned at the beginning. Some people are freaking out about it, so far I know it is happening and for someone watching over me I am still doing well. Work next week which it is gonna be the shortest week of march, the last week. I think I will see the affect of this virus, business closing and people staying at home.

I do hope the best for us and wishing our society becomes better even though i have no hope for that because some people will never change, and will also always have those people that can’t live in peace with others.

But to Y’all out there, stay safe. thank you for reading.

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